THE BLACK LABEL

Saturday, July 26, 2008

5days after my birthday, raining.

Today, is amalina's birthday. Happy 16th Birthday Amalina!

I went to her BBQ party, from Daniel's house, as i went to play pool and his Wii. As i waiting for bus31 at tanah merah mrt station to east coast, i saw mrsDjie and mrGoh! LOL...

When i reached East Coast, i loaned a pair of blades, and bladed to ama's BBQ party. Nothing much to talk about there, as when i arrived, i saw shuiting and huixin and her gang. Then i went to look for kheng cheng and zhiwen.

Shuiting looked like a tour guide lor... and she was pillow fighting with kheng cheng... LOL. Then she smeared cream at everyone's face... and she wanted to do it to me too! But, to me, as a natural reaction, i dogded! She was like so sad... Awww...

Then KC and Zhiwen left at 11pm, leaving me, shuiting, and huixin. Then i watch House, until huixin left. Then after a while, shuiting left also, then i decided to leave with her. Then we went our separate ways, i took a taxi and shuiting? i don't know... she don't wanna say.

When i reached home, my family was like getting ready to watch the HK drama, Heart Of Greed. Phew, i'm just in time for it too! Woots! It was a happy ending, but sucky ending. LOL!

So, now, i'm in front of my com, typing my blog for today, 25/7/08, friday.

I have something that i would like to say...
If the rain stopped, look out into the sky, to see if there's a rainbow. And on top of that rainbow, you might see me peering down, looking at you, and waving at you. If you see me, don't forget to wave back, understand?

And after today, i've come to a conclusion on my relationship with "her". I've decided to let her go, and i'm gonna delete all my memories with her. Although it's a sad thing, i believe that we are not meant to be together and preferably strangers. So if i see her on the streets someday, i would just wave and say "hi", as a form of courtesy. Although i've always have second thoughts on this, i believe that we would be much happier without each other. As the proverb goes:" if you love her, let her go".

To "her": it's not that i like you, it's just that we were not meant for each other, and if we meet on the streets and i did not notice you, remember to wave and say "hi". And if you feel sad, feel free to look for me and tell me your troubles, i'll be glad to lend a listening ear. :)

To sum up, i'm letting you go, as i love you. And i will forget memories of us, forever. Sorry to break your heart, but hope you will understand me.

P.S. Why can't love be happy, must it always be painful?

~LOVEDbyHER

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